x bisa memilih mu

aku tahu..
kau x akan
memaafkan aku..
kerna ku
x bisa memilih mu..

tidak aku
sengaja menyakiti hatimu..
itu semua
untuk kebaikan mu..

ku tahu
ku tidak layak
untuk dirimu...
apatah lagi untuk
memilikimu..

maafkan lah aku..
x bisa bersamamu..
hanya satu ingin
ku mahu kau tahu...
aku teramat mencintai mu...
hanya kamu...

Which baby are u?

Jan
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.
Feb
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.
Mar
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.
Apr
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.
May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak too much in the next 4 days.
Jun
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.
Jul
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days
Aug
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent Strong willed. A fighter. Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.
Sept
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
Oct
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.
Nov
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
Dec
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. [A hot new guy/girl will catch your eye & you will catch theirs too in the next 6 days, if you repost in 5min

Give thanks to Allah

Give thanks to Allah,
For the moon and the stars
Prays in all day full,
What is and what was
Take hold of your iman
Dont give in to shaytan
Oh you who believe please give thanks to Allah.

Allahu ghafur
Allahu rahim
Allahu yuhibbu'l-muhsinin,
Wa-khaliqhuna
Wa-raziqhuna
Wa-huwa `ala kull ah-sha'in qadir

Allah is Ghafur
Allah is Rahim
Allah is the one who loves the muhsinin,
He is our creator
He is our sustainer
And he is the one who has power over all.

1 oktober 2007

terlalu lama perkenalan kita
4 tahun 7 bulan 15 hari
sungguh senang bersama mu...
terasa tenang..aman dan bahagia selalu
terasa hangat dlm dkapan mu

kau tiba dikala ku memrlukan
belaian kasih syg mu
membuatkan ku rasa tenang selalu

sungguh aku mencintaimu
sungguh aku setia padamu
sungguh aku memberi kepercayaan sepenuhnya

kau hancurkan cintaku
kau retakkan kesetiaanku
kau hapuskan kepercyaanku

janji..janji mu hanya palsu
kata..kata mu semuanya tipu

kau kata kau cinta
kau kata kau syg
kau kata kau rindu

tapi semuanya hanya lah palsu

berakhir sudah
perkenalan kita
1 oktober 2007
ketakutan mimpi ku menjadi nyata...

what should i do???

x tau nak kate ape..tah la..nape la skang ni asyik jerk suami org dok kol aku & kaco aku..
aku punx tau la..nape sume ni mesti jd kat aku..ke aku mmg dtakdirkan merosakkkan hbungan org..lame dah aku perasan ttg perkare ni..hurmm..tp tah la..x tau aku nak kate ape..even aku berkwn ngan lelaki...mesti setiap lelaki tu dah ade ikatan ngan org lain..bertunang ke..kawenn ke..aku x niat pun nak rosakkan hubungan org..malah aku lg x nak merosakkan hubungan org..tp bukan aku yg minta ni sume..bukan aku yg mulekan..bukan aku yg nak kawan dgn dorang..bukan aku!!! tapi lelaki² tu yg kaco aku..lelaki² tu yg call aku..lelaki² tu yg mulekan dulu...aku x nak..aku x nak ade kene mengena ngan laki org mahupun hak org..aku x nak!! ya allah..nape sume ni harus terjadi kat aku..knape mesti hubungan atau rumahtangga sesorang tu musnah dsbbkan aku..knape mesti sumenye ni ade kaitan ngan aku...knape?? aku x mahu kehidupan mcm ni..aku x mahu bermusuh dgn sesape..malah aku x nak hdup seorang musnah disbbkan aku..aku x pernah berniat langsung untuk berkongsi kasih dengan suami org...aku x berniat langsung memiliki suami org..aku x berniat langsung untuk berkawan dengan suami org...x..aku x berniat langsung...what should i do?? plz..tell me..what should i do..

tinggallah aku sndirian

air mata..
berguguran membasahi pipiku..
tat kala aku terkenangkan
tentang dirimu..

sukar untuk aku terima...
atas apa yg telah kau lakukan
pada diri ku..

begitu murah diri ini
ketika bersama mu..
kurelakan apa kehendak mu..
sehingga ku tidak menghiraukan
maruah & harga diri ku..

kini
tinggallah aku sndirian
terdampar dilautan sepi
setelah
diriku telah kau miliki..

tanpa sebab yg pasti....
kau tinggalkan aku..
dan pergi

hasil nukilan : lilis suriyani@LISA is my name

ku merindu

Ku merindu,
Merindu cinta yang tulus dari hatimu
Selalu ku impikan hidup bersamamu
Ku kan selalu menanti balasan cintamu

Ku berjanji,
Berjanji mencintaimu sepenuh jiwaku
Ku tak akan mendustakan cinta kekasihku
Agar kau dapat menerima cintaku

Ku selalu, merindu cintamu
Yang selalu ada di jiwaku

Chorus:
Aku tahu kau pun cinta
Tapi malu tuk berkata
Usah kau ragui cintaku
Ku tetap merindu

Aku tahu kau pun cinta
Tapi malu tuk berkata
Ku tunggu jawapan cintamu
Ku tetap merindu

Di saat ini hatiku rindu belaian cinta darimu
Ku harap kau merestui cinta dariku
Yang selalu setia menunggu dirimu

libra - 18/04/2008

The Bottom Line

Give yourself a break today. Let the other person in a relationship take the wheel.

In Detail

You've been in charge so long, so why not give yourself a break, today? Let the other person in your relationship take the wheel for a while. It's time for you to kick back and put your feet up while someone else worries about how you're going to get to where you need to go. Relationships are about balancing power, so it's okay for you to let the scales tip in their direction now. Balance is extremely important right now, and it is one of the few final elements to incorporate into your life

nothing..

pening...

hurmm..peningnye pale ni..x tau la nape..
tetibe jerk ke ni..hurmm..nmpaknye bkn lisa sorang jerk kureng sihat..
satu offis pun x sht gakk..ade yg sakit tekak la..seseme la..mcm²..
tp if u all nak tau..smalam mmg panas giler...even dah mandi bape kali pun..
still panas lg...rase mcm nak berendam jerk lam kolam tu...huhu...
erm..jappss ekk..lisa nak p makan japp..lapo le plak..
nak join meh le...hehe..tadaaa..

Warden AF6 Buat Ramai Adik-Adik Angau!

hehehe..betol x title kat atas tu mengatakan ramai yg angau dsbbkan oleh warden AF6...sape dia ekk yg smpai bebudak ni angau??? erm..kalo u all nak tau lelaki ini bername Mohd Shafieq atau lebih mesra dgn pggilan abg shafieq (dlm af)...ye betol..mmg angau pun bebudak yg tgk abg tu..(termasuklah lisa) huhu..lisa rase mcm dah jatuh hati jerk ngan abg shafieq tu..bkn lisa jerk tau..memane gurl pun..if tgk jerk abg shafieq mesti cair punye la..mane x nye...dengan mate abg shafieq yg seksi tu...sape yg x terpikatt.. if u all nak tau..abg shafieq la penyeri kat lam AF tu..kalo x de abg shafieq AF tu suram jerk (bkn lisa yg ckp..tp gurlz² yg minat abg shafieq)...tp betol gak ape yg dorang ckp tu..pelajar len x de pun yg menarik kat AF tu..huhu..bak kate org..warden@residen kat AF tu lg fofular dr pelajar² AF..huhu..oh abg shafieq!!!

faizal oh faizal

Peminat Akademi Fantasia sekarang sudah bijak mengundi peserta yang hanya berbakat. Kira mereka tak sokong melululah, sebab itulah seorang demi seorang peserta yang sering dapat ktritikan kerana gagal menampilkan persembahan yang diharapkan terkeluar. Terbaru giliran Faisal pula.

Tiada kejutan apabila Faisal jadi peserta kelima seret beg kerana nyanyiannya tidak menunjukkan peningkatan. Pada awalnya banyak juga sokongan Faisal dapat kerana kecenderungannya menyanyikan lagu berunsur nasyid. Tapi apabila vokal tak menyerlah, peminat juga tak gatal tangan nak mengundi.

Akhirnya terpaksalah Faisal akur dengan keputusan peminat. Banyak lagi peserta yang hanya dapat kritikan sahaja. Tunggulah mereka pula mengikut jejak rakan-rakan lain pada minggu-minggu akan datang. Hanya Riz, Stacy, Rina, Alif yang sering dipuji oleh pengkritik iaitu Fauziah Ahmad Daud, Ning Baizura dan Adlin Aman Ramli.

AF oh AF...

AF kali ni kureng sket le...
saidah @ kakak siti tu..x patut masuk..bkn sodap pun sore dia..
mcm ape tah..ramai lg yg berbakat dr dia (termasuk la lisa)..
tp minggu keempat mmg teruk giler persmbahan dorang ni sume..
tp kalo piki balik..if juri komen dorang nyanyi x betol..silap juri gakk..
coz..kalo dah tau dorang tu x sedap apsal yg dia p pilih mase audition tu..pape tah..
mcm faizal tu..dah terang² mmg sore dia x bestt..yg juri p pilih tu apsal..tp ape pun..kat Af kali ni
bg lisa la..yg terbest NADIA,TOI,STACY,STANLY..4 org tu jerk bleh p jauh..tu pun kalo dorang usaha bebetol...& untuk alif & nubhan plak..x kurang baguihhh nyer..usaha lebeh sket yerk utk alif & nubhan...to all of student AF...all the bestt..chaiyokk..

lapar+mengah

halluuuuu... slamat siang ibu² bapak²...opss..ngapaan sih ngomong indon... mane x nye..dah dok tgk cite indon kat youtube ni..huhu hurmm..boring tol arini..dah la x de keje.. asyik dok jerk depan pc ni.. smpai x tau dah nak wat pe.. rse mcm nak balik tdo jerk..lgpun mmg x smangat lngsung nak keje.. maklumlah sok kan mlake cuti..hoorayyy..tp apsal le arini x cuti skali.. kan senang...straight jerk..hehe..tp x pe..time besday lisa nanti bkn mlake jerk yg cuti... satu malaysia cuti..sape keje kene saman..hehehe..(berangan jerk lebeh)..ape plak..tggu la nanti if lisa jd PM (Puteri Mandi)..huhu..erm.. td time tgh dok boring surf tenet td (time x de keje) kang boss slh faham lak..pergghhh..punye la lapooo gilerr perutt lisa..mcm² bunyi ade...tp lisa tahan jerk dulu...sbb lom time lunch lg.. pastu bile jam tepat jerk kul 1..ape lagi...terus la melantak smpai x igt dunia.. akhirnyaa...ape sudah jadi... x larat gilerr nak bangun...bulat jerk pewuutt ni..hehehe...cam bola lak... :P tp x pe..comeyy jerk ghupernyer...kihkih..huarrgghh...ngantuk nyer...krohhh...krohhh..krohhh.. opss...sory boss..penat sgt mlm td..ehem²...fuh!! nasib boss aku x marah..kalo x..perghh..dapat cuti la aku jawabnye..huhuhu..ampunn....(alamak..bos dtgbalik la)..gtg..bubbyee..